Who am I?

Who am I?

I don't have enmity nor do I want to kill anyone, but I still go to wars, 

to fight their wars, 

killing those doing the same, fighting some one else's war!

I come home winning their wars

With a war inside me

That I can never win.

Sometimes I don't come home

Leaving almost no trace of my being, other than a hole in my loved ones' hearts

To be slowly filled with acceptance

I'm a soldier!


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